12th-December-2012 Yesterday Heaven and Today is Hell..

This post is about how me and my Dear problems..Well..I just want to share my thoughts here,because here is the only place for me to put it..You can choose to not read this :) ..because it's a part of my memoriess too~

As the title state,Why yesterday is Heaven and today is Hell?29th November to 10th December is the MOST happy moment for me..Seriously,this 12 days of our relationship was just like PERFECT! No arguement! Sweetest till the end! This is totally madness! It's Perfect until there is NO MORE hardship in between us..Well..who knows?Just because a PROMISE...She promised me "If I don't Like it,She won't do it" so you all heard this word before? " Said is easier than done" ..Yeah,that she is..So here is the problem here,she wanna do braces to her teeth,at first I asked her,why?she said because of her teeth not nice,2nd is she don't wanna get laugh by other people..and the I just went straight tell her that,I don't like people do braces,ESPECIALLY when that is NOT NECESSARY..she is PRETTY enough..her TEETH also NICE enough..I just don't get it~! and I can't accept it! I hate people doing braces! But she say she actually want to do braces long time ago..so this the arguement between us,when I feel don't know what to do,I just tell her that "Aiya nvm la,that time only see la,but I telling I will unhappy and don't like it if you ask my opinion.." and she tell me " I don't wanna make braces ady,since dear dont like it" then I feel wow! Yay! She so good! then we skipped the problems...

Part 2

Until the 11th of morning she went to see dentist to check up...she came back and I so happy and eagerly to wait her answer that she didn't do it for me..and then the HELL had came..her reply is "I'm gonna make it"..and at that time..I'm very unhappy and angry..just like "WTF?".."Seriously?"..then we argue..argue until we both speechless,here is the part is Hell..her attitude toward me really like,feel like I HATE SOMEBODY SO MUCH! FEEL LIKE JUST WANT TO SLAP HER..then I reply her angrily said that "You can even throw your ambition just for me and follow me anywhere..and you can't let go just something like that?then is this all also fake?..all the things you said to me it's fake? I hate people like this!" her reply is something like this "no matter what,The conclusion is already decided,Nothing will change!" , "If you can't accept,Then don't accept" , "If you think it's fake,then think it's fake" , " I don't know how to convince you anymore".. her word just as sharp as a knife..she talk without think how do I feel..

Part 3
Until at night..I've decided,I let her go..let her do what she want to do..what she like to do..I don't care..and I told her this way,she ask me.."You really want to do like this?"..

and I replied " do I have a choice?did you let me have a choice?"..

she replied "If you can happy that way then ok..But I will not.."

Me .. "Why?reason?"

She.. "I can't controll myself.."

Me.. "You never tell me your problems..always don't tell me"


She.. "After this,I will never longer can see your truly happy smile..acting happy..What I know is you cant accept but you act to accept..sooner or later we both will act happy infront of us..and then our relationship will end this way soon.."

Me.."The problem is you promised me!,you at the restaurant what you said is you promised me if I don't like it you won't do it! but now you giving me no choice just only can accept!"

She.."I WON'T PROMISE YOU ANYTHING ANYMORE!"

Me.."Promises is a thing that we do it with our HEART and keep us FAITHFULL to each other..You take promises too easily.."

She.." Sorry.."

and so we got few more arguement..so I skip all the useless things..and here is the last part..

She.."Did you ask me how long do I wish to brace my teeth?"

Me.."why should i ask if i hate somthing? because in my mind i ady hate braces why do i care bout that? because u ask my opinion.. then i think,if u like it then do it.. but u add 1 more word " dear dont like it,i dont do ba!" how many years then u wan to make braces? wad ur point of making braces? to more pretty?to avoid ppl laugh? i think after u braces more ppl laugh u thats what i think but ME as ur DEAR what condition i will also say that YOU ARE THE MOST PRETTY if i dont support u who will?"

She.." wat u mean by.. more ppl wil laugh wen i brace my teeth?haiz.. i dono.. i still thinking.. since i have to wait another half year to start treatment~"

Me.."Say truly from my heart..u ady pretty enuf,u look cute this way..why do u nid to change?but since u so like it,then u do it ba..i ady decide to accept...no matter what happen i will still accept thats i promised case close No more this question."

So that's the arguement how settle..but in the end..I really really heart broken..and really really feel disappoint and hurt..She said it.."I will no longer see ur truly smile.."..I don't know?..Maybe?..or maybe 1 day It will healed?..The problem is not the braces..is the word she stab on my heart..she gave me a Heaven feeling unforgettable moment..and so she gave me a Hell feeling..the hurtful moment..

Sorry for the long post! Have a nice day..and an advice..If you're in relationship..TRULY TRULY NEVER PROMISE ANYTHING THAT YOU CAN'T DO...AND CAREFUL EVERY WORD YOU SAY..THINK BEFORE YOU SPEAK!..A SINGLE WORD CAN RUINED A WHOLE RELATIONSHIP..Don't too late to regret.. See you next time~..

11th-December-2012 AWESOME MOMENT OF MY BIRTHDAY!!

Hellow guys! So yesterday was my birthday!! So as you see, It's on monday! Everybody have classes on that day so It's impossible for me to celebrate with them~! So the 1st one I'm gonna celebrate with is my LOVELY DARLING OF COURSE!! She celebrate with me on Friday! First of all we went to Times Square to eat wantan noodles! after that we went to Sungei Wang to find my present,It's One piece! Know what is One piece?

This is One Piece! I went there and found their WHOLE SET OF COMICS! Rm.4.8 each! Rm12 for 3! Total 68 Volumes!..But too bad..I don't have money to buy..So well..Just pass it..and then I found one of my favourite characters CAP!..See the picture above got an animal right?It's his Cap! His name is Tony Tony Chopper!! He is my favourite! He is cute!! <3 

And also I pass it..well..I don't have money to buy that..It's Rm35..the price is reasonable..the quality is fine too!..But I just don't have that money..and my Dear wanna ask me to choose either want that comic or want the cap..But i choose NONE!..since I don't wan my dear waste money on those though..and here is the picture my Dear and Me~!

After didn't choose my present,we went to eat some cakeee!!! :D It's from Secret recipe! We ordered..Choco Berry Cheesecake and Orea Cheesecake! With 2 Flat white coffee! It's delicious! After that so we just go home then~ Since my Dear still have class~..Thats all from me and my Dear!

Here Is the PART 2!

So Friday I've celebrate with my Dear,so now It's time to celebrate with my friends! It's nothing big particular actually,we just went to Wong Kok restaurant at Pavillion and this is the reward from them!

It's a BIGGGG GLASS of MILK TEA!!!! It's their famous milk tea though! Of course I share with them,thats IMPOSSIBLE TO DRINK IT ALL ALONE! XD and then we ate sushi at ground floor of Pavillion,It's name is Ichiban Boshi! It's price quite reasonable and quite big portion! atleast better than those stingy sushi shop..(If you know what I mean :D) and thats all for my birthday celebration with friends!

Here is the awesome part,9th of december~It's late and my Dear keep asking me how I feel,I'm happy or not,I told her that I'm very happy and It's satisfied me more than enough,she keep say she not done yet,she still got things want to give me,but then i keep telling her that it's enough~She is so lovely! and It's over 11pm so I ask her to sleep early since tomorrow she still have classes,but then she keep drag drag drag and drag! When It's 12am! She sudden send me a Midi file(some kind of music format)..It's a HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONG! OMG!! It was so surprising! I can't stop laughing at there and too touch!! I don't even want how to response! She really really did an amazing moment for me,It's was the unforgettable moment!SO this post It's about How she gave me a very surprising and unforgettable AWESOME moment! I Love you My Dear! <3

So just like that! Hope you all have fun reading this! xD Chiao!

29th-November-2012 IPOH TRIP! :D 4D3N

Yosh wassup! I went to ipoh on 29th to 2nd of December! Why do i go there?Because~ It's my one online friend that we knew each other for so long! She is getting married on 30th!! Omg! Can you believe that?Our friendship is built from an online game..It's!

Maple Story!

We knew each other total up for 5 YEARS LONG! and one day she suddenly come and find me in Facebook..Her name is Michelle,we usually call her Michy..

Michy :

"Kc(my nickname) I'm getting married soon! Do you want to attend our wedding ceremony?"

Kc :

"WHAT?! Michy seriously ah?! Getting married le?! Walao~I'm getting old ady! T_T Time really past so fast!then you will be Aunty le!HAHAHA"

Michy :

"WOII CHOU KC! WHAT AUNTY! CALL ME LENG LUI!"

Kc :

"Haha!Michy jie jie~ XD"

And our conversation continue..untill she said her wedding date is on 29th,and she will mail me her invitation card to me! Sooooo...Introduction is something like this! Let's get to the Ipoh trip!

Look at our bus! It's empty! Just 3 of us! Then..suddenly they move halfway they taking other passenger from other bus station..! It's better if just we 3 people HAHA!!By the way,It's night time when we move out~7.30pm we teach Ipoh around 10.50pm like that~We reach there we felt hungry~So we go down and find food,GUESS WHAT?IPOH REALLY SO DAMN EARLY CLOSE SHOP =.=!11pm! All shop CLOSED..lucky still have a mini burger shop..haha so we went there and buy a burger eat! and we past the night just like that!

IT'S MORNING! RISE AND SHINE~!It's the 1st day of our Ipoh trip!The sun so bright~Our hotel is near one of Ipoh famous shopping centre! IPoh Parade! can see where?There..the parkson big word..That's the Ipoh Parade!

And this is my maple mate~"Its morning already! Wake up!" XD

Then we went to eat "Hai Lam Chicken Rice" just beside our hotel,after that we feel like not enough~So we went to opposite of our hotel that mini restaurant and have a drink~We watching Animal Planet! HAHA! It's a bout hunting sharks,but then it show sea creature more than sharks.. LOL..=.=

Oppsie~HAHA!~XD

This is the morning time! Last night we bought a pack of Poker card,because we cant sleep when it's too early,so we bought the card and play untill 1-2am! XD,This is at 30th noon after we eat breakast,there is nothing to do,so we play while wait time to pass until night to attend the wedding!

Serious face!

Secretive!

And then the time came~Let's prepare~6pm prepare and here we're done!Let's take some picture!But I look so serious not smiling~..

Cheeese~

Chubby?o.o

In the lift!

So here is the surrounding and the dishes! Quite nice actually,just got some not so perfect only~

1.This is the 1st,got fish,pork,mushrooms,yam,fried fish,and bacon

2.It's shark fin soup!

3.Normal friend chicken

4.Deep fried butter prawn

5.Various of mushrooms

6.Fried rice

7.Desserts

HERE IS OUR MAPLE FAMILY PICTURE!

3rd day is having gathering with our Michy! at morning we ate dim sum in hotel! too bad didn't take any pic of it! and we continue to play poker card until 1pm like that then we went to Ipoh MOST FAMOUS dishes!Its's Bean sprouts Chicken Rice! with pork meatball and fishball! It's the most famous shop or well known restaurant name "Lou Wong  Bean sprouts Chicken Rice" 

Hmmmm It's nothing special actually,the taste same as I ate at my hometown Sandakan!But still It's nice though!

Rating

3.5/5!

after this we went to Ipoh parade to walk awhile while waiting our Michy come! After they came we went to eat at "Kopitiam Junction" and chit chat there,we chat so loud and happy,full of laughters! and i ordered a mango snowflake!

After eat lunch and teatime,we chat until around 6pm something and we're hungry so we invite Michy to eat with us,but then her stomach not feeling well so end up only 5 of us eat dinner~HERE IT IS! It's one of ipoh famous dishes too i guess! It Herba chicken in the bread! got curry yoo! but we order Herbal one~It's taste not bad,just not hot enough!Then a toufu dishes name "Ma po Toufu" It's a little spicy,thats all~then the egg dishes is 3 types of egg mixed up in ONE..erm salted egg,normal egg and century egg!This one nice! maybe because I like to eat salted egg >~< XD haha!

Yau Kee baked chicken bread!

Rating 3.5/5!

Thats all for my Ipoh trip! Actually I dance Oppa gangnam Style on that day too! But the video is not yet upload yet~So xD HAHA! Maybe next time! I enjoy so much this trip! But let's me give my own opinion for "IPOH" Well It's nothing bad in Ipoh,air is fresh,road is clean~

There are 2 reason I don't like Ipoh

1st is about those parking area,It's not about shopping centre carpark,It's a bout those side way carpark,It's suppose FOC right?either those government come and give a ticket after for each half hour am I right?But IPOH! They very unique!It's not the government charge us!It's those Ipoh people come and ask for PARKING MONEY! It's suppose rm0.30 per half hour,but then he ask us to pay RM3! It's not like we don't willing to pay,atleast give us a proper understanding WHY do you want to charge us that EXPENSIVE!Got some even charge us RM5! Like hell we want to give them =.=

2nd is about Ipoh TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO QUIET! ALL SHOP CLOSED AT 10PM! OMG?!I can't even find a single shop for supper or a place to chat! AND THEY DON'T HAVE A MAMAK!! KL EVERYWHERE ALSO MAMAK! BUT IPOH IS FEEL LIKE THEY NOT EXIST! OMG OMG OMG!! THATS THE WORST THING!!

So that's all for the Ipoh! Not bad this trip except the 2 things I dont like in Ipoh! But worth it! Especially the dancing thing in Michy wedding! It's 1st time I do in a such huge public! LOL! 

That's all! Chiao!~ XD haha

14-November-2012 My dear practical day~

Hey wassup! Sorry for the late update! >~< So today it's about 14th of November! This is the day my dear 1st time practical as a newbie~ Try learn to serve,learn to take their role their duty! This is the 1st day of my dear doing it and I'm going to support her ofcourse! Her duty on that day is..as a BELLGIRL~! Means like "Welcome to the Roots cafe!" , " Do you have any reservation?!" ,"Thank you! Please come again!" that's her role~ But it's good for her! No need she do those heavy stuff! Grrr.. So I brought 5 of my friend go there to enjoy the meal too~ But then...something not right! Guess what is the problem?The service good,the drinks good..and the food..hmmm just not good enough.. but still OK! Not bad! For the 1st time! >~< So here some pictures! :D

I ordered a cup of Ice Coffee! Why got something white liquid there?it's actually milk haha Not bad the drink .
Rating 3/5 

This is the Main course..or Main dish..It's.."QUITE" pretty actually but the taste not as nice as i expected..It's Lagsane..It's 1st time right?Hope they will try to improve then!
Rating 2/5 

This is the dessert! It's actually a fondue or a pudding or an ice cream cake?Not sure bout that,berries taste nice,strawberry taste as usual..the STRAWBERRY cream there..hmm..the problem is the cake NOT COLD enough actually..and the COTTON CAKE..not soft enough..Other than that..It's alright~
Rating 2/5

OVERALL MEAL
Drinks - Rm2.00
Whole set meal - Rm12.00
Overall rating 2/5..

Service Rating 3/5

P.S *These is not a restaurant,it's a just a practical service inside of their own college Tarc :)

Wanna see my dear in uniform look like?! NO! I'm not going to share with you all~ It's just 1 only so i keep it for myself hehe!

After her services we went ot KL Festival to have a dinner + lunch i guess haha,due to not satisfy to their meal so we go eat a better meal!
ANNNDDD thats all for the day! Kinda enjoy eventhough there are still some problem between us..I believe in future we both will do better..
 

Tata! :) 

3-November-2012 Outing with Dear!! :D

So as a promise from the last post,I said I will update my outing with my dear right?So let's cut the nonsense! First of all I woke up at 8am go get ready and move out~ Reach my dear station around...9.30am is it?I kinda not so sure though,and then I wait my dear for 30minutes,then we went to eat BREAKFASTTT!!! I'm So hungry!!!!! Here! a breakfast pics!!

Finally~ Did you see who is that?~ It's my dear! Ain't she pretty?! YOUR COMMENT NOT NECESSARY! Because she is the prettiest! XD wonder why I finally upload her pics?Because she gave me a premission to~ :)

After breakfast we faster rush to Times Square,we wanna watch a movie namely TED!

RATING 5/5

This movie really awesome!! But it's 18+ yar! NO sexual scene but have many many many many bad words! I like this movie because it's act naturally,the way they act really so natural + their bad words,made it more awesome!!

After watch TED,It's raining guys! Omg!! Why rain?! So we got nowhere to go,we directly went to dinner! The restaurant name is Food & Tea~ It's in Times Square too.

Mine namely Smoked Black Pepper Chicken Rice,TASTE GOOD!!

RATING 4/5

want know the 1 go where?because I'm not full! >~<

My dear Order a Grilled Chicken with cheese Spaghetti~! But my dear said that the taste of the spaghetti quite plain,means like kinda tasteless,yup i tasted that too~ But the chicken is ok!

RATING 3/5

And then thats our activities! Got somemore things i left,but I will put it later on! :D

So that's all guys! :D Have a nice day!!

2-November-2012 Hmmmm??How does it go?

It's a few days after the incident,we've discuss and talk well..I guess? haha..She said she would change,so give her some times..and yet she didn't do it! Then she apologize to me again..I don't really mind actually..If you said sorry but you didn't change..How many times of Sorry still the same..I want to see CHANGES..I guess always is she don't listen to me,and didn't let me see changes or didn't do what she had promise me makes me always feel fed up and moody..somtimes I don't want to get moody,but It's really dissapoint one...thats what I've told her,she said again "I will change! Give me some times~" Yup~ But..It's ok~ But the day before..I had some weird feeling..like unsure,kinda blur,and maybe..." ?????".. I don't wanna say that,because when you say it,It feels like she burden-ing you..So i still thinking want to share or not..Owh well~ Nevermind~ Let i be this way 1st! See later on then only decide! Because certain words,Once you said it..You will never take back, Right?Tomorrow I'm gonna out with her again~! Yay~~ I actually is kinda miss her..erm!! Not kinda,It's I'm VERY VERY VERY MISS HER!!!.. So sometimes when she do wrong things..or she didn't realize she forgot what she had promise me..It's alright~ She is my Darling~My Dear~My love~ My behalf~ My life partner~ My little Angel~ My little Happiness~ Just wanna hold her tight and together with her every single moment.. :) To get a perfect relationship..Tolerance,Patients,Forgiveness,and a very very very very very much of LOVE..Ofcourse there always have many hardships in our lifes..But if you give up before you try hard,It's a waste! Tomorrow I'm gonna enjoy to the fullest with her!! 

Ok so about me and her is done! Recently do you guys see the internet that about "A HUSBAND SUE HER WIFE BECAUSE OF SHE IS UGLY BEFORE SHE TOOK SURGERY"? Ok this story is kinda like this,I summary it,The husband and the wife,been married for a time being,and they had their very first children,It's a daughter! when his husband see his own child he feels like, "How come our daughter look so different than her mom huh?so ugly!" and then his wife tell him that..she went to surgery before they married or before they met each other! and the husband sure RAAAAAAAGGGGGEEEEEEEE!!!

and he went to the court and sue her wife that CHEAT him! I think it's cheat about use her fake facial and cheat in the marriage! He wan her to pay 12k! How much is 12k?Erm...It's...aha!Rm12,000!

Ridiculous ain't it?! But ofcourse..she just want a happy family and a person who love her..Who don't want?right?but I think being yourself is most important,or before you marry to a person,why don't you tell him/her the truth?If he/she really like you,they won't mind that seriously..Of course~ "The truth is always HARSH one"..it's mean the truth is really hurt or unacceptable one..Well! Who cares! If you don't like it! then go far far away from me then!! This news really show how realistic for a human is,not all,but certain people!

Don't like me?pfff! not my problem!! 

So this time topic kinda fun right?! Dare to not I pluck the chicken head and feed in to your mouth! >:E grrrrrr!! See you then!! Tomorrow show you my outing yar! :D Tata!

26th-October-2012 How are you today? PART 2

Around near 7pm.. She online at Facebook and find me,said that she didn't go to watch movie,and changed to shopping because she promised me to watch the movie together with me "Silent Hill". At that time I'm still sick..really not in a good condition..I'm tired..when she went to her friend's house,I'm just lying on the bed..my neck really really pain due to my back brain connected my nerve there..I can't even sit properly..But sudden my phone receive notification that she find me,so I faster wake up and sit infront of my lappy,miracle that is when I see her online I'm so happy..and the pain really gone! But then..she got something to tell me..she said that this will hurt me..since I'm already keep hurting myself already,then let just all the pain come together,I don't care anymore..then my neck start pain again..whenever I'm stress..that's what I get..she said..
 

"You really hold me very very very very tight.."
"I can't breath.."

"can just give me a little bit air?"
"a little bit will do.."

I think this is the last time I saying want to change her..There is no way I could change her..Im telling her..all I did to her just will only make her tight..no freedom..ok..fine..she ask me to be myself..and yet she still saying this way..then what the point of being myself..?It's a lie..It's fake..so I promise her,since she so want her freedom so much..I'll let her..I'll be the one behind always wait for her..I'll be the one sacrifice to her..Let's give her anything or everything she want me to be..I think this way..she will only think I'm good enough..since I'm finally realize..I talk so much to her bout myself..no use..It's futile..she not even understand me a single tiny bit..she just wan herself herself..ok..I will let her happy always..with exchange of mine..maybe someday she will finally know my goodness?..or maybe not..I'm being positive whole night..Don't want to let her feel I'm unhappy or what..I'm ok..I'm fine..untill the end..She cry I guess..and stop our conversation..she say want to sleep..so..I know she don't wan to chat, if the previous me,I'll sure keep asking her..but now I don't..because what she want,I will only say Yes..I'm not sure she fed up or something else..I already did it! I already do what she want me to be! but this is just the 1st day! If she still complain bout me after I change for her..I don't know? maybe I'm still not good enough eventhough I've change for her? Thats decide by her then..because..the word from she say at the 1st part..

"You really hold me very very very very tight.." I knew she don't like me to be this way anymore..ok then.. have it your way..I will be your small little man..

26th-October-2012 How are you today?

Today is the 3rd day after the incident.. and I turn sick..Migraine,do u all know what is migraine?it's some kind of headache that will make you suffer untill you hit your head on the wall yet you still feel nothing..my symptoms are?Every person got different symptoms,mine is 

1. My left eye is blind..its like a blindspot on my eye..very scare you know?suddenly all the thing u see is halve!

2.After the 1st happened,then I will feel dizzy..very dizzy..

3.Then I will feel cold and hot everywhere of my body,its inside temperature,not outside

4.Then I vomit

5. Then My right eye very VERY VERY EXTREMELY EXCRUCIATING(means like pain like 1000times)

6. After these things happen,around 5-6 hour i will recover but my brain behind will very heavy..

It's been almost 2 years didn't happen before..I think is recently I really so stress about my relationship..depressed..the brain keep getting stuck and stuck.. and now the sickness come find me again..I actually very scare dark..due to this sickness..It's a trauma..

Early morning 10.30pm+ I woke up..sms her..and then we chat awhile..she said she is going to friends house to make mocktail,and is lead by a guy,I don't know who the guy,it's her classmate,she with another roomate together..yet Im still jealous..we end our conversation at 11.30am..then she move out to her friends house..after few hours of project they did,she tell me that she want to go watch movies with friends..I really feel been neglet again...I've been thinking,WHEN she willing only to stick with me..no matter how many times I said..I explain..She keep say understand..she nerver show me she understand...I'm tired...

Why cant she even think me more.. Thats what i mean by she getting far and far away...She seems stick to her friends more than me..When?..Why?..When?..Why?..always end up both unahppy..is there ending at there?..

She said to me she will try to pull out the knifes that she did to me..Now this is one of the knifes...she still didn't do it though..So i just curious..Did she know what condition now?...or situation?..or she really don't know?..One action..effect my whole day..Once choices..effect my whole life..

Overall today mood 3/10.. The 3rd day of unhappy..

25th-October-2012 Path getting harder and harder..

Early morning woke up..and waiting her message..expect to be a better day..well! Who knows..she ifnd me at Facebook this morning and tell me that got a bad news from her Dad..Due to our daily conversation,she using Postpaid card and I'm using Prepaid..She exceed her limit of sms with me,total amount of Rm65+ just SMS..at that time I should have think positive and move on,but that my behaviour,negative come find me 1st..

"If not cause of my appearance she wouldn't get that warning from her dad"
"If not cause of my appearance..maybe she will more happier?"
"If not cause of my appearance..anything would not happen.."

Our path like getting harder and harder..the problems keep coming and coming..when there's a problem,we should solve it together,but she never said this to me anymore..she getting far far and far from me.. is it we're wrong?..or I judge too soon?..she seems don;t have her positive side anymore..what our future hold..I really don't know what will happen..

2nd Day of Sadness

24-October-2012 Our very 1st arguement..

It's been 26 days of our relationship..3 times outing..2 time saying I love you from me to her..Yesterday night..we argue due to my attitude for being Ego,Selfish,Envy..She yesterday told me that she shed more tears than smiles..She quite disappoint in me i guess..It's hurt..It's really hurt..my previous..my ex..starting to argue with me the same thing at the first time..I feel like things just like starting to rollback again..keep repeating..but she still could be with and tolerate..listen to me..but in the end,we argue so many times and finnaly she betrayed me and cheat to me..thats how i with my ex done..When yesterday she mentioned..

1. Shed more than Tears

2.No girls with work with you if I keep this kind of attitude
3.Didn't trust her

4.I'm Tired

5.Lost faith in her

6.The person I use to know is gone,he leaved me..

7.You're the one who always make trouble

8.I'm the one always think negative

These 8 things she mentioned..every single word..just like a knife keep stab me..8 times..and the knife is not pulling out..stick in..yesterday is the longest moment i ever shed tears for 1 year+ in KL..because I love her i end up like this..because I love her she turn to hate..For me..as I know my own attitude..This realtionship will very hard..either she willing follow me or she will cant patient with my attitude and leave me..Someone like me really not much girls will like I guess..then I just wish a girl that love me who I am..even my characteristic my attitude..my egoistic..my selfishness..my envy..this is what I think..

"I thought..when I enter your life..you need me..is enough.."

Friends and Love..which 1 more important?For the previous me..I choose friends..actually should be TRUE FRIENDS..because true friends will never leave you..I had my true friends so now I choose Love..but then..I still sacrifice not enough and keep getting hurt...You cant get love without sacrifice..But did I?or not?..

For these dew moment..I bet..for a guy like..sure mood getting down..down and down and down untill time passes and hope..she will take those knife out for me and heal it..I will wait for it..and I have to be double face man..since Im hurt..but outisde..I need to show her Im strong..because she said it..

 "2.No girls with work with you if I keep this kind of attitude" 

" 6.The person I use to know is gone,he leaved me.."

I told her once..

"When the night falls and you're in darkness,I will be your moon lighten up a way for and always shine for you"

No..I never leave you..I just drop into darkness and hide myself...and nobody show me the light to get out..

This is my story..I hope you people out there..don't learn my way..because..I'm always bring sadness to people around them..

14-October-2012 Friends birthday celebration!

This one gonna be very short! :D

It's my friend birthday today! so we decided to celebrate it..normally,not a big one,just a NORMAL birthday!

Our journey start at 2pm,we went to Timesquare eat

SUSHIIIIIIIIIIII!!!! SUSHIIIIIII!!!!

We ate alot! just know to eat and forgot to take pictures! =.= then we sit around until 3.30pm something,we go have a walk around Timesquare..Seriously!
BOYS! really no shopping attitude inside,we not even walk for a 30minute! We all think the same,    "Why don't we just find a place to sit and drink?"

then we all response like

"That's right! so boring shopping!"

Straight away we went to Pavillion,since our dinner plan is in the buiding..then we went to a high class restaurant namely 

"Wong Kwok Restaurant"

Food kinda expensive but it taste good,my friend ordered a banana boat..I thinking

"What?=.= BANANA BOAT?"

and then when the boat came

here it is!

CHEH~~~ haha! xD

We got eat french fries,drinks then afterward..here is the question..

"Why pick a expensive restaurant?" Because! This is the reason!

See the size!!! Its for..around 6 person to drink! we have 4 person only!! That's our Birthday Boy!! :D

and this is mine! Cheese baked rice with mushroom and Napoleon sauce! what is napoleon sauce?its a LITTLE TINY BIT SPICY only,thats it haha but not bad! Taste VERY GOOD!

Overall Rating this restaurant

3 and a half /5 !

If you guys got chance,try it! :D I'm gonna try with my Darling next time! 

See ya!

13-October-2012 Outing with my DARLING~

EYHH~! WASSUP! :3

Well,My life not very entertaining and not as much adventures so far! But recently I've few outing so I'm gonna share it! 

It's Saturday! I and my Darling~ Eh wait~ I forgot to inform you guys that

My little ANGEL~ Now turn into my little DARLING~ Yup! She is my girlfriend now! Yeah~~!

Everything went through smoothly! and Yes!

I Love Her!

So it's actually is our 2nd time outing,well you know~ 1st time outing with someone you love,I mean Her haha! and It's her 1st time time being in relationship,sure kinda shy... Well it's ok! This time she did GREAT! Better than my expectation!

We went to Midvalley shopping mall and then we walk half way,we eat our breakfast at a restaurant namely "Taiwan Recipe" EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW THEIR FOOD SUCKS! REAL SUCKS!
RATING : 1/5 booo!!!

But it's my darling want to go eat there,so as her DEAR~ of course follow her! ^_^ Owh! we ate a

WATERMELON SNOWFLAKE!

Not nice also =.= vanilla taste too plain,watermelon still ok,then the bubble bubble thing,its sparkling juice inside,sour! yiii...

Rating : 2/5

Did u see someone behind the picture? :x DARLING~~~~ 

After we took our breakfast,we went to arcade! We want to get the toy! It's my favourite cartoon and her cartoon mix together in 1!

 

Cute right?! We both want it but, we tried 3 times,FAILED..I'm so noob! Next time I will try again!

After arcade,my Darling say that she so cold..then I didn't bring my jacket..What a bad timing,then let's just give her a hug hug! >~< Soooooo sweeeeet~~~ I so love it!!!!

Then we walk until a perfume shop,infront of the shop have a place to sit,so we both went and sit at there chit chat..The perfume shop infront,have a stand showing the perfume or soap,not sure bout that.

1st rack is showing..Like Me?>> Same as bottom

2nd rack is showing..Test Me?>> Not sure lol..forgot
3rd rack is showing <3 Me!

Then my Cute lovely adorable darling point there and say...THAT 1! Then the rack show <3 ME..then I tell her.. love you! Ain't she so cute?! Arghhhhhh Her cuteness level over 999999999999999!

One more..when she hug me behind,then I tell her,I let u ride piggyback~ I carry you.
She say " You need to carry me forever.."

Darling~ I will~ :) If nothing bad happen between us,Dear will

NEVER

EVER

LEAVE

YOU!

After we chat enough,sit enough,we went to a cake shop,namely "Secret Recipe" we ordered 2 type of cheese cake

1. Marble cheesecake

2,Creme Bulee cheesecake

Well,not bad I can say,Marble cheesecake taste more heavy on cheese,and the tongue feel like marble marble..but tiny 1! This cake is my darling order,she didn't taste this before,and she like it :D

Creme Bulee cheesecake is MY ordered! I watch movie heard of creme buleee creme bulee,what the hell is creme bulee?!Is it nice? If my guessing not wrong, Creamy plus egg..cheesecake at bottom,upper layer is with creamy egg,NOT BAD!

Rating 3/5!!

Here am I :)

 Wondering why I don't upload my darling pic? because,she want a close relationship until we stable.. so,I respect my darling decission! Just wait then ^_^

That night outing was really really sweet.. and the most sad thing is the time we seperate.. I don't want her to go :( I miss her.. She feel the same too.. 

Well! This is my story! More will be coming! :D Thanks for reading! Ciao~!