This post is about how me and my Dear problems..Well..I just want to share my thoughts here,because here is the only place for me to put it..You can choose to not read this :) ..because it's a part of my memoriess too~
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Until at night..I've decided,I let her go..let her do what she want to do..what she like to do..I don't care..and I told her this way,she ask me.."You really want to do like this?"..
and I replied " do I have a choice?did you let me have a choice?"..
she replied "If you can happy that way then ok..But I will not.."
Me .. "Why?reason?"
She.. "I can't controll myself.."
Me.. "You never tell me your problems..always don't tell me"
She.. "After this,I will never longer can see your truly happy smile..acting happy..What I know is you cant accept but you act to accept..sooner or later we both will act happy infront of us..and then our relationship will end this way soon.."
Me.."The problem is you promised me!,you at the restaurant what you said is you promised me if I don't like it you won't do it! but now you giving me no choice just only can accept!"
She.."I WON'T PROMISE YOU ANYTHING ANYMORE!"
Me.."Promises is a thing that we do it with our HEART and keep us FAITHFULL to each other..You take promises too easily.."
She.." Sorry.."
and so we got few more arguement..so I skip all the useless things..and here is the last part..
She.."Did you ask me how long do I wish to brace my teeth?"
Me.."why should i ask if i hate somthing? because in my mind i ady hate braces why do i care bout that? because u ask my opinion.. then i think,if u like it then do it.. but u add 1 more word " dear dont like it,i dont do ba!" how many years then u wan to make braces? wad ur point of making braces? to more pretty?to avoid ppl laugh? i think after u braces more ppl laugh u thats what i think but ME as ur DEAR what condition i will also say that YOU ARE THE MOST PRETTY if i dont support u who will?"
She.." wat u mean by.. more ppl wil laugh wen i brace my teeth?haiz.. i dono.. i still thinking.. since i have to wait another half year to start treatment~"
Me.."Say truly from my heart..u ady pretty enuf,u look cute this way..why do u nid to change?but since u so like it,then u do it ba..i ady decide to accept...no matter what happen i will still accept thats i promised case close No more this question."
As the title state,Why yesterday is Heaven and today is Hell?29th November to 10th December is the MOST happy moment for me..Seriously,this 12 days of our relationship was just like PERFECT! No arguement! Sweetest till the end! This is totally madness! It's Perfect until there is NO MORE hardship in between us..Well..who knows?Just because a PROMISE...She promised me "If I don't Like it,She won't do it" so you all heard this word before? " Said is easier than done" ..Yeah,that she is..So here is the problem here,she wanna do braces to her teeth,at first I asked her,why?she said because of her teeth not nice,2nd is she don't wanna get laugh by other people..and the I just went straight tell her that,I don't like people do braces,ESPECIALLY when that is NOT NECESSARY..she is PRETTY enough..her TEETH also NICE enough..I just don't get it~! and I can't accept it! I hate people doing braces! But she say she actually want to do braces long time ago..so this the arguement between us,when I feel don't know what to do,I just tell her that "Aiya nvm la,that time only see la,but I telling I will unhappy and don't like it if you ask my opinion.." and she tell me " I don't wanna make braces ady,since dear dont like it" then I feel wow! Yay! She so good! then we skipped the problems...
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Until the 11th of morning she went to see dentist to check up...she came back and I so happy and eagerly to wait her answer that she didn't do it for me..and then the HELL had came..her reply is "I'm gonna make it"..and at that time..I'm very unhappy and angry..just like "WTF?".."Seriously?"..then we argue..argue until we both speechless,here is the part is Hell..her attitude toward me really like,feel like I HATE SOMEBODY SO MUCH! FEEL LIKE JUST WANT TO SLAP HER..then I reply her angrily said that "You can even throw your ambition just for me and follow me anywhere..and you can't let go just something like that?then is this all also fake?..all the things you said to me it's fake? I hate people like this!" her reply is something like this "no matter what,The conclusion is already decided,Nothing will change!" , "If you can't accept,Then don't accept" , "If you think it's fake,then think it's fake" , " I don't know how to convince you anymore".. her word just as sharp as a knife..she talk without think how do I feel..
Part 3
Until at night..I've decided,I let her go..let her do what she want to do..what she like to do..I don't care..and I told her this way,she ask me.."You really want to do like this?"..
and I replied " do I have a choice?did you let me have a choice?"..
she replied "If you can happy that way then ok..But I will not.."
Me .. "Why?reason?"
She.. "I can't controll myself.."
Me.. "You never tell me your problems..always don't tell me"
She.. "After this,I will never longer can see your truly happy smile..acting happy..What I know is you cant accept but you act to accept..sooner or later we both will act happy infront of us..and then our relationship will end this way soon.."
Me.."The problem is you promised me!,you at the restaurant what you said is you promised me if I don't like it you won't do it! but now you giving me no choice just only can accept!"
She.."I WON'T PROMISE YOU ANYTHING ANYMORE!"
Me.."Promises is a thing that we do it with our HEART and keep us FAITHFULL to each other..You take promises too easily.."
She.." Sorry.."
and so we got few more arguement..so I skip all the useless things..and here is the last part..
She.."Did you ask me how long do I wish to brace my teeth?"
Me.."why should i ask if i hate somthing? because in my mind i ady hate braces why do i care bout that? because u ask my opinion.. then i think,if u like it then do it.. but u add 1 more word " dear dont like it,i dont do ba!" how many years then u wan to make braces? wad ur point of making braces? to more pretty?to avoid ppl laugh? i think after u braces more ppl laugh u thats what i think but ME as ur DEAR what condition i will also say that YOU ARE THE MOST PRETTY if i dont support u who will?"
She.." wat u mean by.. more ppl wil laugh wen i brace my teeth?haiz.. i dono.. i still thinking.. since i have to wait another half year to start treatment~"
Me.."Say truly from my heart..u ady pretty enuf,u look cute this way..why do u nid to change?but since u so like it,then u do it ba..i ady decide to accept...no matter what happen i will still accept thats i promised case close No more this question."
So that's the arguement how settle..but in the end..I really really heart broken..and really really feel disappoint and hurt..She said it.."I will no longer see ur truly smile.."..I don't know?..Maybe?..or maybe 1 day It will healed?..The problem is not the braces..is the word she stab on my heart..she gave me a Heaven feeling unforgettable moment..and so she gave me a Hell feeling..the hurtful moment..
Sorry for the long post! Have a nice day..and an advice..If you're in relationship..TRULY TRULY NEVER PROMISE ANYTHING THAT YOU CAN'T DO...AND CAREFUL EVERY WORD YOU SAY..THINK BEFORE YOU SPEAK!..A SINGLE WORD CAN RUINED A WHOLE RELATIONSHIP..Don't too late to regret.. See you next time~..

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